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no-one wants to hear about my neurosis. no-one wants to hear about how i think i'm losing my mind, and i want to know how it feels to drown, or explode or just stop existing for long enough for someone to notice that maybe i matter a little more than i've been led to believe. i want to stop this constant tight in my chest, and replace it with static nothingness. i want to stop the shaking of all my limbs and feel steady for the first time in my life, to calm the ocean that is raging through my blood vessels. i don't have blood, there is salted water there instead, and the moons phases are controlling it and changing the tides, that are making my moods and my emotions fluctuate in ways that i cannot describe. i've heard of the moon making men into monsters with hair and teeth, but i am just a girl, with a rabbit heart, and lion skin.
i am so much more than i seem.
i am losing my god damned mind.
[you all need to live closer.]
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little-supernova's avatar
[As much as I don't like that you're feeling like you're losing your, quote on quote 'god damned mind', I do like the fact that you know how I'm feeling all the time when it comes to losing your god damned mind.]