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i made this account 3 years ago the night before valentines day.
i was hurt, i was angry and i had outgrown the account before this one long before.

on this account i have grown, i have turned from a hurting and melodramatic 17 year old with a penchant
for metaphors about oceans and bruises and bones, who had too many ghosts that were mostly self inflicted into a bitter and sarcastic almost 21 year old whose muse is a dysfunctional relationship between two gay men.

some of my greatest pieces are within this account.
i've compiled two books and gotten a DD.
i made friends, fell in love, and lost almost everyone again.
most are gone now.
this place is not what it once was
(both dA, and this account)

so. 
im making a new account.

i'm starting fresh, and letting this new account speak more for who i am now, and my new writing style.
not letting the old works sit there and judge me silently.
i wont ever write that way again. its not who i am, and its not why i write anymore.
this account will new be essentially a time capsule.

you're all welcome to follow me over to weaknesses if you wish.
this place will stay up because i have too many pieces on here
that i dont have backed up elsewhere anymore.

thank you, and goodnight :)
i write still
and i still submit here
and try and contribute
but i feel like this place has little to nothing
left to offer me anymore.

almost everyone has left
and people too often fave and run
without commenting
or trying to communicate.

i just dont feel like i belong here anymore.
i remember i came over to your house
and we watched them fall.

we crouched in front of the dimly glowing box
and tried to figure out what we should be feeling while we watched it all unfold in front of us.
we knew we were watching people, mothers, brothers, sisters, wives, husbands leave this world.

but we just saw smoke and we heard reporters screaching over one another trying to comprehend
it while maintaining a professional appearence.

but we knew that all humans watching this were trying not to break from the completely overwhelming
flood we were all feeling.

i noticed you were crying.
you didnt know anyone personally, but your heart was always the biggest and i'm sure you were trying
to make peace with someone up there and wondering why them, and why not someone else.

and i know you were never a religious person, despite your upbringing, and in that moment when people
were emerging, exhausted, confused and thankful, i knew you never would again. how could any god possibly
pick favourites or choose in such a somber and sad occasion. what god could decide which families would be
crying and torn apart in an instant, and which would be overwhelmed with relief.

who is he to decide who is worthy of a second chance.
cover your eyes.
this might be offensive.
but i'm not and never will be religious.
i dont get how god can just pick and choose.
its not fair.
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i'm learning

-that while you were making the albums
that saved so many lives
you were clinging onto your own.

i cannot stop being grateful that you made it back from
warped/japan/paramour.

-that place was definitely fucking haunted.

- that song is definitely about you
and he is full of shit if he says otherwise.

- your brother was right
it was a pre-midlife crisis and infinite sadness.
(nice work there, super proud)

- you are always going to be 
my god damn hero.
i made this account 3 years ago the night before valentines day.
i was hurt, i was angry and i had outgrown the account before this one long before.

on this account i have grown, i have turned from a hurting and melodramatic 17 year old with a penchant
for metaphors about oceans and bruises and bones, who had too many ghosts that were mostly self inflicted into a bitter and sarcastic almost 21 year old whose muse is a dysfunctional relationship between two gay men.

some of my greatest pieces are within this account.
i've compiled two books and gotten a DD.
i made friends, fell in love, and lost almost everyone again.
most are gone now.
this place is not what it once was
(both dA, and this account)

so. 
im making a new account.

i'm starting fresh, and letting this new account speak more for who i am now, and my new writing style.
not letting the old works sit there and judge me silently.
i wont ever write that way again. its not who i am, and its not why i write anymore.
this account will new be essentially a time capsule.

you're all welcome to follow me over to weaknesses if you wish.
this place will stay up because i have too many pieces on here
that i dont have backed up elsewhere anymore.

thank you, and goodnight :)

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Stacie.
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i am not as heavy as i once was.

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hand-written pieces.
you know the drill. Shoot me a note in response to the poem you'd like me to write. I usually put a little letter or water colour painting in with the mail I send you.

All poetry from my gallery is acceptable, anything with a bit of length (more than a a hundred or so words) we can discuss :heart:

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Princessskygrey Featured By Owner May 21, 2014
youre really great. how old are you ?
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MaireeMargaret Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the watch! :heart:
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overtsexualized Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you, for the watch!
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LadyLincoln Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I hope you had a wonderful birthday, sweetness. :heart:
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Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2013   General Artist
happy birthday beautiful being :heart:
(ps i've been on a sort of hiatus myself and so haven't began judging just yet)
 
miss talking to you and reading through your work
i can't wait to be back soon enough :huggle:
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